It’s Only Me Again

[Chorus]
(Yuh) They say that it cuts deep
But I never saw it
And you were the one to put me through this pain
It’s only me again ( Yuh)

[Verse 1]
Looking back now like a deer in the headlights
Caught up in my hindsight
Messing with my own mind
I’m not the me I used to be
Turned me into something that isn’t me
Sleeping in my Dads house
Tryna' find your way out
Razor blades at my throat
Hold on but there’s no hope
Living in a world I’ll never be
Happy till I no longer breathe

[Verse 2]
Put me back in my paces (Ooh)
Man, my life's an oasis (Yuh)
It's all my fault
When the gunshot hits (Brrr)
Gonna leave me empty and facelеss
Got a smile on my face
But you know its a lie (Ooo)
Whеn the pain hits hard, sometimes I feel like its easy to die

Digging myself a new grave, yuh
I know that I cannot be save, yuh
My friend said I was his fave
Had to venture on, man I'll be brave (Ooh)
Maybe I’ll live, maybe I’ll die
In the next life, man, I'm gonna fly
Outta this prison
Suffocating on the lie that I’m living

I’m sorry I couldn’t live up to your standards
Hiding depression it gets hard to manage ( Ooh)
Starving for serotonin i be famished
Void in my life rippin’ open to damage ( Woop)

These final words I’m aiming at you
All the nightmares that have come true
One of the things I do not regret
Is talking to you, I’m glad that we met

[Chorus]
They say that it cuts deep
But I never saw it
And you were the one who put me through this pain
It’s only me again

(Nickisgonenow)