Addict

I'm a liar and a thief
I will never amount to anything
Please help me believe'
Cause I don't believe in anything
Some say the grass is greener on the other side
Some day I'll have to tell them it's just a lie
Well now I sit here inside my head
Recalling every word that you said
And no matter how hard I try
I won't change, not until I die

I swear I'll never come back down
I swear i'll never come back down, down
I swear i'll never come back

Please tell me this is just a dream
Because this can't be my reality
Sometimes I feel like I hallucinate
Even when there's no more drugs to take
My friends say maybe I should take it slow
I say what the fuck do they even know
I really should learn my tolerance
But to be sober doesn't make much sense
Lying burnt out on the bathroom floor
Before I go can I get just one more

I swear I'll never come back down
I swear i'll never come back down, down
I swear i'll never come back

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