Anxious

i could say it right now, but it's not the time
i see those friendly faces but they only make me anxious
i could shout it out loud in a crowded space
people have been hoping but i've never been that open

there's not much left to do, and even less to say
but glue together moments, just to throw them all away
am i looking for a change, or a way to mend?
something tells me different but i know it never ends

i've been here before, don't you know it's all the same?
i've been here before, don't you know you're not to blame for feeling?

this head won't quiet down for a single thought
i'm all circles, psychopathic, belly up, i just forgot
that i could say it right now, i could make the time
people have been hoping, and i'm finally breaking open

i'll scream it, but i won't believe it
i'll tell them what they want to hear then
just give me a week or two to find it
then maybe we'll get past the place we started

i've been here before, don't you know it's all the same?
don't you know you're not to blame? i'm thinking that
i've been here before, don't you know it's all the same?
don't you know you're not to blame for feeling?