CAROUSEL

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Here we go
Fallen angel falling down
On my drugs like a merry-go-round In a circus cause I'm a clown
Thinking you'd change this time around Now I'm back on meds again
Sick with or without my medicine Addiction, I'm the true definition
Trapped and can't get out of it
And you broke that promise like oh And you left me for another man
And I went and popped another Xan. And now I'm in neverland
And now I can never land I'm too high I'm outta here
And I don't understand at all And I don't even have no fear
I just stood in front of that train And I let the love break me down
And I sat there looking so foolish Falling for you like wow
And I understood like now I'm really feeling like a clown
And I'm on a merry-go-round Cause it's always round and round
And it never ever stops Cause a circle is forever
Forever in addiction
And forever being clever
When I get up on these beats Tryna pour out all my heart
Tryna let them know what it is How I got torn apart from the start
And I always give my all And I never do less than that
Never do less than a hundred and ten percent of all my effort
Gave it all for her Gave it all for them
All for you Burned the bridges now
I just said fuck you, yeah
Fallen angel falling down
On my drugs like a merry-go-round
In a circus cause I'm a clown Thinking you'd change this time around
Now I'm back on meds again Sick with or without my medicine
Addiction, I'm the true definition Trapped and can't get out of it
Don't even know what to do these days Stuck inside of my head and my ways
Used to grab you by your face in your waist Then your love made my feelings pour out toxic waste
And I found another girl that I love so much And I don't give a fuck about you no more
But I still gotta diss you cause back then Couldn't talk about how you was a whore
And all of the trauma in my life prehistoric Goddamn dinosaur
And I gave you the world baby girl So what the hell do you need his attention for
Drugs all that I know Drugs all that I know
The only way to cope The only way to cope
And sometimes I don't know I think I'm a lost soul
I tend to lose control So where do I go
Fallen angel falling down On my drugs like a merry-go-round
In a circus cause I'm a clown Thinking you'd change this time around
Now I'm back on meds again Sick with or without my medicine
Addiction, I'm the true definition Trapped and can't get out of it
Trapped and can't get out of it