The Virus
Yeah
Feelin like I can't get out
Of my own mind
Head spinnin wondering
If I should go right
Maybe left take a chance
If I can't help it
Maybe someone else can
Yah yah
Breath in breath out
I can't feel my chest
What's all this about
Tryin to catch a break
Hoping I'll be fine
Haven't felt like myself
In a longtime
I been popping pills on the syrup
got me tore up
Dizzy and nauseated; I'm so
damn faded, I'm bout to throw
up
I need some medical help, that's
what I'm telling myself
I need a doctor fasho, I need
professional help
Head banging, sore throat,
blacking out and passing on the
floor
Diarrhea, paranoia; diagnose
me, oh please, can't take it no
mo
I recovered from a stroke, that
was 3 years ago; I don't wanna
have another one tho
Lab coming back dirty; I be
getting worried, I'm killing
myself on the low
(Cough!) Excuse me, I been
feeling under weather
Help me with a prescription, help
me get myself together
Hypertension, diabetes; that ain't
helping things either
Body feeling all beat up, balance
getting lil weaker
Room spinning but I'm still,
maybe it's time to take another
pill
Asking me for my advance
directive, maybe I should be
drawing up a will
Cause really I don't feel good
tho, I be wishing I had a
wood tho
Could that be part of my
symptoms? Getting blazed
with my hood folks
Aching, coughing, head fever;
taking acetaminophen and
other medicine
I think I'm really having trouble
breathing, my health is getting
so depressing
Been tryin to find out
What's going on
Can somebody help me
Figure it out
Tried so many things
Left with no answers
Tell me can you help me
Been tryin to find out
What's going on
Can somebody help me
Figure it out
Tried so many things
Left with no answers
Tell me can you help me
New Year resolution, help find a
solution
Maybe, I don't eat right; body
filled with pollution
Causing my execution, y'all
know what y'all doing?
ICU is my home, now; IV's full of
fluid
Studio tryna get to it; I wish I was
Nike, I could just do it
But I'm going through it, the last
thing I need to think about is
the music
Pneumonia, influenza, common
cold; it can't be Covid
Hope it's not some kinda cancer
brewing inside me and I don't
know it
Doctor comes every once in
awhile, I'm surrounded by
nurses
Feeling like this is sabotage,
tryna put me in hearses
Ain't nobody got answers, taking
chances with my life
I ain't blew my top, yet; I'm just
tryna be po-lite
Got hands but tough fight; can't
sleep, it's a rough night
And I be on til late night, tryna
take nurses on date night
But they know my condition and
it's fucking my whole mission
I just need some attention,
praying for my remission
Been tryin to find out
What's going on
Can somebody help me
Figure it out
Tried so many things
Left with no answers
Tell me can you help me
Been tryin to find out
What's going on
Can somebody help me
Figure it out
Tried so many things
Left with no answers
Tell me can you help me