Win or lose

Lonely dreamer though you're leaving
I will learn the rules you've played with me tonight
What I gave you wasn't more than simply love
But for you I know it wasn't strong enough

Lonely fighter though it's over
I'm still trying to love you in a better way
Didn't know that it's a fight you're l

er live without your smile
How can I ever live without our child
How can I ever live oh god only knows

Yeah I never thought I'd win or lose
Never thought it was a game
Now I'm the one to blame
Never thought I'd have to choose
In a way it's such a shame
But I feel I have to win again