I'm ok

I love to hate and I'm sorry
Curate the pain in our story
The pills I just ate that's the old me
Living is killing me slowly
Woke up today
Somethings missing
Check my phone
Says you miss me
Holding on
Now I'm slippin
I always break when you try to fix me
I love to hate and I'm sorry
Curate the pain in our story
The pills I just ate that's the old me
Living is killing me slowly
"I'm ok" Doesn't sound convincing
"I've been great" More like existing
Have I moved on
I'll say im trying
Just like you
Then I'd be lying
Bottom of a bottle on a Tuesday
Passed out drunk in the hallway
Cigarette lit in the ashtray
Screaming this is it, it's my last day
Screaming this is it, it's my last day
I love to hate and I'm sorry
Curate the pain in our story
The pills I just ate that's the old me
Living is killing me slowly
Woke up today
Lights surround me
Hands restrained
Head is pounding
Smell the blood stains on my T shirt
I don't feel shit so it can't hurt
Missed my vein
Heard you found me
Can't be saved
Leave without me
I may have robbed you of ambition
but please don't give me your attention
I love to hate and I'm sorry
Curate the pain in our story
The pills I just ate that's the old me
Living is killing me slowly
"I'm ok" Such hollow words
"I've been great" Sounds so much worse
Scream your name
Hear me burning
Walk away
Now you're learning