Funeral Song (feat. Pepa)

Time should have let you stand still
You still laugh, you still sing you're not him though
I can't shake the thought from my head
The artist I love is dead

Am I dead?
Nah
I'm just painted red
I'm just singing the blues
And smoking in bed
I'm just listening to Lou Reed
Getting off weed
And my fingers and my hands
And head and my pants
All hurt like hell
But what can I do?
Everything has changed
Since I've been dead to you

I am looking for a chord
That sounds the way I feel
I don't know you anymore
Yet I love you evergreen
Give me more, I want you more
I just don't understand
How you don't understand
That I'm meant to be your man
I tried to run from the past
When god knows i should be
Running back to you
I tried to run from the past (run away)
When god knows I should be (my demons all look the same)
Running back to you (I have the same sad eyes, just a thicker chain)

Do you normally not cry?
At a funeral
Today I'm finally the one
Who is beautiful
But I died long ago
On a seaside bed
She almost took my sweater
But she took my red
I nearly came back to life
In front of my school
When I shook a girl's hand
That girl was way too cool
She was way too gorgeous
Man, I should've said
You have no business falling for
A guy who's already dead
If this is my funeral
Make this the last song that plays
Light me a joint
So I can rest in a haze
Pay your dues
While you're hung up on booze
Pay your respects
Tell me to get
On with the funeral
On with my death
I'm just burdening y'all
Fighting for one more breath
Hey you,
I meant when I said
You were the love of my life
But maybe the artist that said that
Had to die

I think I'm dead
Cause you're no longer in my head
You're no longer in my mind
And it's okay that you ain't mine
It's okay that everything
Turned out just the way it did
Welcome to my funeral baby
Remember when we were kids

I'm Petru with my hair up with high
I'm Hush when shit goes down
I'm a sucker for forever
I'm a sucker for the sound
These juvinile endeavours
Make nobody proud
I'll just sing away my
Pain to this beautiful crowd
I don't wanna fight
At least not tonight
I've answered to all
The million lights, I said
"I mean how could it get
When it's already destroyed
When it's already not there
That's I called it the void"