Get Over It

Back on the shit had to pass on a bitch
She said show me the real you
I said i been trying open up my eyes
I just wanna get to feel you
I just wanna get bit a healing this pain
Eases when you call my name
No ceilings, killing insecurities
Blurry vision, no concern

I just yearn, the world could be burning
Outside the window
Only see the flames in you
I'm the rain and you're the dew
In the meadow, crystal clear
The weather changes, i'm impatient
Double it up, it's really never enough
I take it in and choke it
Down and only feelin' a buzz
I bust pack after pack keep
A stash in the back
I went overboard I don't know
Where I been at and I can't even look at
Myself i been suffering
So much, I choke and I love it
Don't give a fuck
About myself and I'm over it
Overdose, and I become a ghost
Of what I once was, I got one love
I got one life
But I don't even give a fuck about
A sunrise
And If I die tonight, and swing side to side
And hang by the pride, that I used to have
Once upon a time, I was fine
And my mind was right but now I'm only sad

Serotonin missing i swear I never listen
Now I'm staring at the ceiling
I can feel it bout to kick in, since

I was 9 years old I knew right then I
Had no soul

Where was god at when he took my mama
From me, on my own
I been zonin', this hole in my chest is open
So wide open so deep
Interfering with my sleep
Look in the mirror feel so weak i'm

Stutterin' and mumbling and running
From the old me
Dope to cope, no hope, stay afloat, I'm so
Overloaded with these woes I'd
Hope it's over
No one knows it can't even speak right
Living this bleak life
Livin' in the fast lane
Blind no street lights

Hope you recover soon you need to hear this

Get the fuck over it you're so pathetic
Passed out in your bed
I'll embed it inside of you
Until you see whats in front of you
And it's more than a prescription
I can't cure the addiction but I can
Get you off your ass and show you what
You've been missing
So fuck that place you call home
Eviction notice i'm overthrowing
Your notion to stay broken
Hope you choke on emotion
From all these words that I've spoken
Until you can't even breathe bitch
I'm sorry you gon' learn today
Look me in my fuckin' face

Look at your self
Only give a shit about yourself, nobody else
Will be there to save you honestly
I hate what you've become
Can't stress it enough depression sucks
I been there and I've done that
Thought about took a minute put the gun back
Put the bar above my head and then I unracked
But you lack balls, you're a weak bitch
Try to blame it on the past, no secrets
And I see that you're mad, but I mean this
I'm the voice in your head, I'm the demon
Give me a reason that I shouldn't beat
The fuck out of that empty head
Too late you've done that so much
You might as well be dead
Don't give a fuck what you think
You don't give a fuck what you mean
I'll rip that smirk off of your face
I swear it's nothing to me
You live your life like a zombie
Walking dead like you're only
Searching for substance
You're under the water you won't resurface

Get the fuck over it you're so pathetic
Passed out in your bed
I'll embed it inside of you
Until you see whats in front of you
And it's more than a prescription
I can't cure the addiction but I can
Get you off your ass and show you what
You've been missing
So fuck that place you call home
Eviction notice i'm overthrowing
Your notion to stay broken
Hope you choke on emotion
From all these words that I've spoken
Until you can't even breathe bitch
I'm sorry you gon' learn today
Look me in my fuckin' face