Real Or Lonely (feat. 0X0)

If it ain't picture perfect it ain't worth lying to myself
They ain't heard about the pain I felt crying out for help
All the days spent searching finally breaking out this shell
Sometimes I don't feel right so I just ride by myself
Imma work it out but first I gotta figure out the problem
Quit asking what's the outcome or when I'll drop an album
I judge myself too much I'm getting sick of your assumptions
I might be feeling down but ice is always up to something
When the winter come I'm trynna be a fucking winner
Member days when I was skipping dinner looked a lil thinner
Now I'm far from a beginner made my way up to a veteran
Do this on the fly don't need no time to fucking settle in
You just wanna speak on those you think you so much better than
Get a talk show and you could be like David Letterman
Too sick when I spit I challenge modern day medicine
They know just who I am before I even end my sentences
I'm chilling in the meadows with my woes
You play defense or in the middle gotta go
I prefer the real or lonely
You not solid then you cannot be my homie
I'm chilling in the meadows with my woes
You play defense or in the middle gotta go
I prefer the real or lonely
You not solid then you cannot be my homie
Look, if you down to ride then you down to win
I know niggas making plays but they don't pretend
Clothes don't make the man but men make amends
I know I made mistakes I'll make it in the end
Kush in my lungs, love in my heart
I got money on my mind and that's a good place to start
I was born with this drive i need the gas like a car
And i know that imma shine because i grind and I'm a star
And I'm nice with the hands I'm in my prime when I spar
Unique in every line every rhyme and every bar
I know god is blessing me I know he'll take me very far
And i know these niggas hate me that's okay cuz i go hard
So watch your language, thoughts are dangerous they cause you anguish
Feeling need anxious, need a medic, psychiatric patient
Psychedelic, Imma relish in the winner's sanctum
Fights are sanctioned let these knuckles bang em
Yea
There ya go
I'm chilling in the meadows with my woes
You play defense or in the middle gotta go
I prefer the real or lonely
You not solid then you cannot be my homie
I'm chilling in the meadows with my woes
You play defense or in the middle gotta go
I prefer the real or lonely
You not solid then you cannot be my homie
I'm chilling in the meadows with my woes
You play defense or in the middle gotta go
I prefer the real or lonely
You not solid then you cannot be my homie
I'm chilling in the meadows with my woes
You play defense or in the middle gotta go
I prefer the real or lonely
You not solid then you cannot be my homie