Addiction

Intro:

I can’t let my addictions take over man
It’s time to make a stand

V1

The cycle continues, I drink booze smoke weed and never think through what I do
You ain’t been through what I been through indeed it’s really time to
Address the issue what’s the underlying cause of it all is it trauma
From my past that I ain’t got pasttt or is it my current drama

What’s the root cause of getting drunk on a rooftop with the jacket of my suit off
It’s a true prob gotta move on and do stop these crazy binges like I’m Tupac
I go all out when I drink don’t think of the fallout then I blink
Then realize that it’s all out in the open like a sink cause I’m on the brink

I’m huffing and puffing from all the cigarettes I stuff in
My mouth then I’m clutching my chest then think nothing about
The consequences I’m reckless it’s a recipe for disaster
The drive to smoke is relentless it’s senseless to try and master

My urges my splurges are absurd it’s unnerving that I drink till I’m swerving
Whether it’s bourbon or vodka I’m serving a double till it’s hurting
Every night is fight to do what’s right in my life alright
I gotta take control to achieve my goals then I might just take flight alright

Hook:

It’s my addictionnnnnnnn it’s my afflictionnnnnn
It’s my decisionnnnnn to choose the way I’m livinggggg
Time for revisionnnnnnn to change my visionnnnnn
It’s my mission to let go all the things I’m missingggg X2

V2

My addictions taking over my mind, my afflictions taking all my time
I’m conflicted every time i rhyme, I’m mixing the vodka with the lime
I’m subdued from the medication that I’m taking it’s making me tame
I’m so confused that I’m breaking all of my relationships in the name of pain

I’m addicted to spitting dope shit it’s all I focus on that’s why I wrote this song
As I’m poking on a hot chick but my addictions are taking over but I hope I’m wrong
I won’t be coping long I feel no emotions when I’m soaking in the potion strong
And smoking on the dope and the cigarettes like a seasoned vet till I’m oh so gone

As I sit back and reflect onnn all the times that I been slept onnnn
All the mcs that I stepped onnnn all the drinks that my mouths got wet frommm
I can’t keep living this wayyyy we both know that it’s a disgrace
All my intentions have been misplaceddd all the mistakes left a sick taste

In my mouth it’s all down south from here if I continue to sip this beer
I gotta learn to shift my gear and steer my life in the right direction near
My goals to achieve what I believe I’m worth if I don’t I’ll end up in the dirt
From my addictions it’s my mission to get clean and come in first so

Hook:

It’s my addictionnnnnnnn it’s my afflictionnnnnn
It’s my decisionnnnnn to choose the way I’m livinggggg
Time for revisionnnnnnn to change my visionnnnnn
It’s my mission to let go all the things I’m missingggg X2