RIP Ian

[Chorus]
Time goes way to fast like
It crazy how that shit passed like
Me and my boys laugh like last night
Next thing I know one passed last night
It never shoulda happened like that
Maybe if I had your back
Maybe if I wasn’t trapped
Maybe if I made amends
We could of ended as friends

[Verse]
That is on me
That is my pessimism high key
That is why i'm aggressive likely
And that’s why nobody likes me
I'm stuck in my head
Don't know what to do
I'm full of regret
I'm missing you
I had resent
Then distanced the room
Wish you never left
You said you’d do what you’d do
Remember that time in the gym
When you said that you did what you did
You felt unloved
I gave you a hug
It wasn’t enough
I wish you’d known that you’d be missed
Sad sick to my stomach
Mad wishin it wasn’t
Damn wish you were bluffing
Damn wish it was nothin
Wish we could’ve met on the same page
You were older and now we are the same age
Got the chip off my shoulder still can't maintain
Finger pointing tired of these blame games
My message I resent the present
Not holy but hope your in heaven
You told me you know me as best friend
When desperate you gave me a present
You fed me then left me in seconds

[Chorus]
Time goes way to fast like
It crazy how that shit passed like
Me and my boys laugh like last night
Next thing I know one passed last night
It never shoulda happened like that
Maybe if I had your back
Maybe if I wasn’t trapped
Maybe if I made amends
We could of ended as friends