Hebrews 11:1

Damn
Yeah last year was kinda crazy
Trials and tribulations what I face on the daily
No balance damn this life is really crazy
Been on the grind I been working that's been lately
And all my homies say I changed
They say I'm different they say I ain't the same Fame
I been out the way
I been in my lane
Stuck in my head in a battle with my brain
Wake up every day I get ready for the pain
Too much trauma damn I question if I'm sane
Tryna tell Jesus that I ain't his strongest soldier
Grab a jacket cause this world is getting colder
Charge it to the game
Can't complain I'm getting older
Pressure on my shoulders weighing heavy like a boulder
Damn it's weighing heavy like a boulder
It's weighing heavy like a boulder

Dig deep to find the will to keep on going
I been faking smiles when I know that I been broken
bottled up the feelings they come back they recurring
Forced to face my demons
Standing tall I'm never running
Day after day damn the pressure gets worse
Will I succeed before I'm dead in a hearse
But I'm trusting in his timing
Tryna get rich of production and my rhyming
And lately I been seeing changes
Through the motion
Damn I'm going through the phases
And my mental health getting worse
I got anxiety I feel like it's a curse
But I gotta keep the faith
I swear I gotta keep the faith