Pawn

Every time you look up at the sky, you look at the god’s eyes
At the same time he looks down on you as his own child
But do I see what I think, cuz all I see is the cloudy sky
Soon, the rain makes my body wet and I’m looking for another sign
I am caged in a paper box, somebody pierce it with a needle
To leap into this fuckin’ puddle to make wavy ripples
Why are you choosing this way man? My answer is very simple
If Rap is black people music then I belong to these people
God often sends us people who are gonna fuck our life behind our back
But face to face they have almost nothing to say
Maybe this condition forced me to pick this pen
Who knows perhaps, somebody will figure it out in the end
In their opinion, they are only wise
And so first meeting and acquintance are always nice
And then you need an opportunity to spit in their eyes
And this time my mind can let me see all their lies

Unless you are blind open your eyes
Are we following the right sign?
Please wake me up if we are dying
I am afraid don’t leave me behind
I am a blind please show me way
I am not afraid to die today
But you can change my present if you give me a hand
You got only a minute hurry up my friend

Meanwhile I am debating and arguing with my soul
You know this mind is the perfect place to dismantle the wall between
They say I am a geek cuz I don’t impress girls no more
Nobody sees my position so I locked all the doors
My lyrics are endless labyrinth without body but with spirit
That’s why you see hieroglyphs and feel what I am feeling
This is the way lethal adrenaline of my rhapsody visits
I am still digging in my mind to kiss those zombies’ lips (again)
You think that destiny is future whereas I say it’s what we pass
If you are right then no matter how hard I try
To run away from this hell if anyway Karma wants me to die
So believe in me, if you are going to survive
I don’t want to be the rook neither knight and nor bishop
I am just a small pawn with no hope fighting on chessboard
But I live with the aim and fate cannot make me fall
I swear’ I’ll get to the end to be changed into something more

(And if I die it’s not your fault)

Unless you are blind open your eyes
Are we following the right sign?
Please wake me up if we are dying
I am afraid don’t leave me behind
I am a blind please show me way
I am not afraid to die today
But you can change my present if you give me a hand
You got only a minute hurry up my friend

All I need to do is to bring my lyrics on a stage
With the hope that somebody will stand up for my sake
I don’t sing for people who hate the way I rap and stress
Everybody holds me up cuz they don’t know what I can
You make me think I will be on the same level forever
Because beyond your vision I see my lost purpose
My heart is ink on paper and my mind is a scrawled letter
My emotion is put there so I put my cloudy weather
Stop taking too much risk you’d better take care
Cuz they say my brain is not working normally, maybe that’s why I don’t fear
To put my Glock to your temple go hide somewhere
When I wake up, the next morning I hope you will not appear
This is not just the story this is the area in my heart
You can now sit down, listen to it and just laugh
But my soul is wet because my tears flow under my blood
They don’t want you to see them, so I’d better close my eyes

But you are still blind open your eyes
Are we following the right sign?
Please wake me up if we are dying
I am afraid don’t leave me behind
I am a blind please show me way
I am not afraid to die today
But you can change my present if you give me a hand
You got some second hurry up my friend
Unless you are +blind open your eyes
Are we following the right sign?
Please wake me up if we are dying
I am afraid don’t leave me behind
I am a blind
Please show me way
I am not afraid
To die today