Ballad of Self Indulgence

Uh, uh. Mic check
Mic check
You turn everything up just a bit?
Yeah
AAaaaaaAAAaaaaa (vomiting noises)
Uh. Ah
AAAaa!!!!!Aa (screeching noises)

Well here's a secret about me
I'm a freak, don't know what to be
Turn my cheek and then I'll flee
My brain's so weak and on its last knee
Born to quit and down to fall
I might write a hit but then that's all
I'm not strong to make the long haul
I'd rather be wrong than guess at all
The world's a mess and I care less
All I really need is your caress
I got a pain in my chest from smoking cigarettes
After sex I get the aids test
I don't really care what is the result
I just turned twenty now I'm an adult
All your problems are all my fault
So I got a tattoo and joined my own cult
You say "hi," I say "bye"
You say "why" and I'll say "shy"
Point in the direction of that nice guy
Cause I'm not good for you and soon I gotta die

(die die die die die!!!!)
(die die die die die.)

I'll see you there
Over where
The other side
Where we don't care
And it will be
Just you and me
And we'll be happy
Cause they'll set us free

Well what's my reason for acting this way?
I dunno, I wish I could say
It's a nice bright sunny day
I really do wanna come out and play
Too confused, I got the blues
Don't know which path that I have to choose
Here I win, there I lose
Head of sin and all bad news
Paranoid, life in void
Spoiled brat, ugly rat
Pop the pills, get your thrills
Feel like shit and say that's it
Next day back, more than that
What's the point, just smoke a joint
Feel like king, start to sing
Loving the sun and the life it brings

Well my father put me under a hex
Got a nice self-eating Messiah complex
Gonna rule the world, yeah I thought you knew
Reading the bible, yeah I'm on page two
Gonna write a book and direct a flick
Normal people just make me sick
I just need time, waiting for a sign
God talks to me man I ain't lying
Doin' fine, getting well
Feel like that, oh, I'm in hell
I need you to grab and take me to have me
I just want you and me to be happy
But I know I'm so lame
And you see right through my game
But I still, just won't admit
Even though I feel like shit
Maybe I like the way I feel
It's not fun but at least it's real
Screaming loud, reaching out
I lost you out in the crowd

I'll see you there
Over where
The other side
Where we don't care
And it will be
Just you and me
And we'll be happy
Cause they'll set us free

I'll see you there
Over where
The other side
Where we don't care
And it will be
Just you and me
And we're dead as free
Cause we'll be happy yeah yeah