Hindsight

I'm sorry boo, we ended things on a bad note
I really think I've grown since the moment we last spoke
So in truth I guess you an apology
Said that I would lead, you're the only one who followed me
Then I took my heart and my soul gave you all of me
So when you chose him it ain't hurt me, it hollowed me
I ran from the light, wrote The Man & The Mic
Hoping that as time flew you'd say "Brandon was right"
And run into my arms, saying you were all mine
I wish I could go back to then and stall time
These girls are all dimes, but I don't need change
All I really want is you, someone else seems strange
Some months go by, and I'm peeling the scab
Thinking that I finally conquered all the feelings I had
I messaged you to see if you were fine
But you were doing great, that's what really hurt my mind
10 months with your man and you still going strong
While some nights it feels like I'm barely holding on
That's when I wrote a diss track to let it all go
But I hope you didn't hear it, what I said was awful
I just wanna say that it's all good
I know that you would change a few things, we all would
Looking back I guess there's nothing to forgive you for
I wasn't angry, I just felt like I could give you more
I wished you'd take me back, though I'd continue forward
You deserve love, I'm glad you got a man to give you yours
I don't regret a thing, cuz it's like we were destined
Girl you were a blessing, cuz you were my best friend