Kabristan

I tied it all to the moment I stopped ignoring the cold sore realities of the world
It was an honest attempt at stuffing down thoughts and dreams

I feel so guilty that people love me
I'm just not worth it
Neither are you, but you're afraid to come to terms
What makes your life worth saving?
I'm no closer to any answers
I draw them all wrong
There's never any serotonin around here this time of year
And for some reason, they stop answering their phones around 2AM
What's planet Earth if not a body farm?
Unfortunately, the majority of us are in denial
Either way the white noise never stops echoing mystery
What kind of pig faced god would leave us to rot like this?
Where'd they bury Billy Smolinski?
Which religion is the right one?

Where will the sun shine if my world is dark?
This sense of righteousness
Drips down my chin
My ribs are cages
I fucking seethe
This melancholy seeps
Into the hole
I feel that thump
Of blood coming to
My veins widen

What are gonna do when you're underground?
Listen to the bugs eat you?

My skin goes blue
My limbs go numb

You won't even be able to hear the idiots that love you cry