Fading Rose (feat. Maz)

Sometimes I still feel lonely
Even when you're with me
I called you one and only
Oh baby can't you see
That my tank is all empty
I can't find my way home
A second feels like centuries
Our love's a fading rose
It's like I'm in comatose everytime I come to pick you up
I know you're lying to yourself that this is real love
You know I'm shielding my mental health by blocking feelings
I think without me you'd be better off 'cause
This shit's messing with me
I told you from the beginning that I'm not ready for something real, obsessing with it
I need to heal, grow, finally move forward,
Learn what it means to be alone like a real grown-up
But it's true that I'm at peace when I'm lying next to you sleeping
Calmly breathing, my heart rate's decreasing
My body felt disjointed, my mind disconnected
Now everytime we're fucking, I feel like I'm resurrected
And it's kinda thanks to you, I stopped feeling ugly
The person that will marry you is really fucking lucky
I hope you know I cherish you but hope that you will dump me,
Cause I don't wanna do that but I'll have to, I'm sorry but
Sometimes I still feel lonely
Even when you're with me
I called you one and only
Oh baby can't you see
That my tank is all empty
I can't find my way home
A second feels like centuries
Our love's a fading rose
In a garden full of flowers
Our love's a fading rose
We could give it all our hours
But it never really grows
No love in your eyes
Your hands still feel cold
Your heart made of ice
It doesn't need warmth
Like a fading rose
Falling to the ground
Making no sound
Woah
That's the way it goes
I know you'll come around
Without a doubt
Woah
Sometimes I still feel lonely
Even when you're with me
I called you one and only
Oh baby can't you see
That my tank is all empty
I can't find my way home
A second feels like centuries
Our love's a fading rose