Be This Way

Late-night crying I'm wide awake
You're silent asleep that's how it goes these days
I wanna be with you I crave your touch
I think I could never be tired of your love
But you had enough glasses shattered on the ice-cold floor
I remember you screaming at the kitchen door
I don't even wanna be this way
I don't wanna hear you shout my name
And I don't even wanna be this way
Not a single thing feels the same without you
I remember the look in your eyes when you screamed goodbye
The door slammed in my face you had nothing left to say
Still have my heart in my hands for you
It doesn't matter how much you've hurt me I still want you
Now I'm waiting by that kitchen door for a knock
And you begging me to love you once more
I don't even wanna be this way
I don't wanna hear you shout my name
And I don't even wanna be this way
Not a single thing feels the same without you
Oh I don't want you to own me
I'm not something you can keep
Can you stop controlling me
Woo oh oh
Now I'm lost without your love
I don't know who else to trust
I can't help it you fucked me up
And I don't even wanna be this way
I don't even wanna hear you shout my name
I don't even wanna be this way
Not a single thing feels the same
I remember the look in your eyes when you screamed goodbye
The door slammed in my face we had nothing left to say