Lucid's Lockup
Fall beneath the world, just looking out my empty shell no help
Make myself so gray, hoping all my problems go the other way
I got this drink with me, kinda sad it's the only thing that works for me
It got me going down the slide, a barely stable mind
I just lose myself tonight, just channel the other side
And look into my soul, not balancing anymore
Complicated life of mine, no time to try
Fall beneath the world, just looking out my empty shell no help
As time keeps going, will I prevail
Self-conscious mind of mine, just trapped in hell
Lose myself to life , hide away, it's bright outside
How did I survive? How did I survive last night
Going for the top, got me feeling a way
Don't wanna stop, cause then I feel the pain
Yeah I'm a martian non responsive Falling back and forth damn drugs kicking in
Life just ain't been good to me, pushing past comfort with extremities
Really on my own, no remedy, lucids lock up, no escape for me
Fall beneath the world, just looking out my empty shell no help
As time keeps going, will I prevail
Self-conscious mind of mine, just trapped in hell
See myself grow, scary thing to lose control
What do you know, about being uncomfortable