Remembrance

Just found myself back here again
Just didn't think
I'll be here so soon to be honest

If anybody hears this, and if this comes out or whatever, I don't know, honestly, I don't
know but
Enjoy the song
As I fall, I fall again, yeah
Honestly, I don't know why I go around and just play pretend

Really all alone
I hate feeling so damn miserable
I tend to believe
Maybe this world wasn't meant for me

Suicidal ideation, let us talk about it
Since you're at the point again, you're trying to act upon it

Saving everybody but yourself
Another sad hero that doesn't care about themselves
You lie to everybody saying that you're okay
But really hoping something kills you or you fade away

You can't connect with others because of all the pain you take from being alive
So you push and try to run away

Honestly, I'm just fucking tired
That's it
That's fucking it

Really all alone
I hate feeling so damn miserable
I tend to believe
Maybe this world wasn't meant for me

Who are you to judge
Self-destruct myself, I just can't trust
I tend to believe
Maybe this world wasn't meant for me