Somber

Smile through all the pain, but don't let them know
That you're creaking past the breaking point of your soul
Feeling lost with somber oh

As I stare into the abyss, I feel the presence of something staring back
What is it I wonder? Is it myself or something else waiting to attack

I ponder with these thoughts, no longer my own
Feeling many things, seething for control
So if I surround myself with distractions, oh
Maybe I won't feel so uncomfortable

The screams, the thoughts, the visions, the tears
Unable to be expressed unless through a page of writing for years

Who am I? What am I to be

I question myself that lately
Hating myself and never feeling impressed
Others say express more with music, I try
But it's hard to do that when you can't find who you are or what's left

Silencing the hope
Fall with me, fall with me, fall with me, fall with me
I don't believe i'm free
And so

Will you take a look to the other side
And then you'll realize
You're own demise

Dropping through the ground

The chains, the chains

Wont ease up on my life
Trap inside