My Name!

Hi My names is ANTX!
And I don't know where to go
My friends will leave me
When they see the true me
It doesn't matter if I let go
Though people will hate me so why should they know
The pain will end me if I do not fly
So tell me the point of doing this self lie
Shoving it down down
More every night and day
They won't understand
Just hate on my name
It's sad they'll hate me
All because a label I've gained
The pain brought by the lie
That I shall proclaim
So what if I change my name
My identity oh well
They say it is "Heresy"
And I'll be in hell
It doesn't matter if I let go
Though people will hate me so why should they know
The pain will end me if I do not fly
So tell me the point of doing this self lie
Shoving it down down
More every night and day
They won't understand
Just hate on my name
My name my name
The lie I tell to them
My name my name
Is Isabel.