What I Want

I want a big house
That feels like a cheap flat
Go do it just like this
c little more like that 
I'm good with simple
cs long as it's a lot
Oh I'm scared that I'm not really sure what I want

I miss nostalgia
But give me that upgrade
Sick of the way things are
cnd I'm not gonna change
I wish you'd surprise me
Exactly how I thought
Oh I'm scared that I'm not really sure what I want

Cause I say I'll wait while running
So don't trust my heart for nothing
I keep leading me on
Cause I'm scared that I'm not really sure what I want
Really sure what I want
Really sure what I

Fly through a red light
Praying for patience
Lend me my private life
Free with an audience
I'm setting the table
But the hunger is gone
Oh I'm scared I'm not really sure what I want

I say I'll wait while running
So don't trust my heart for nothing
I keep leading me on
I'm scared that I'm not really sure what I want

I say I'll wait while running
So don't trust my heart for nothing
I keep leading me on
Cause I'm scared that I'm not really sure what I want

I'm scared that I'm not really sure what I want
I'm scared I don't even want what I want