The Tools That I Use to Breathe

Hello from the speakers, if you're listening
I'm talking straight to you now
Thinking now, you might know me better than I do
Honestly this has been kinda hard
But it's feeling a bit safer now
I hope, I hope

'Cause since I've started this
It's what keeps me going
And I'll deny to share
I'm afraid I'll blow it
Now it's bigger than me
But is it ever growing?
Then how can I protect
Without the need of holding?

If I could I'd give it up but it's too much of a part of me
If I could I'd switch it up and live a way I don't have to bleed
But the moments we created are the tools that I use to breathe, oh
I'll find my way in somehow

Are you still there with me, send a sign
Can you leave a light on?
While I share my secrets for the world to sing along
Had to break the meaning with the colors
So there's space for you to define
I hope, I hope

'Cause since I've started this
Its what keeps me going
And I'll deny to share
I'm afraid I'll blow it
Now it's bigger than me
But is it ever growing?
Then how can I protect
Without the need of holding?

If I could I'd give it up but it's too much of a part of me
But the magic I've created are the tools that I use to breathe, oh
But the moments we created are the tools that I use to breathe, oh
I'll find my way in somehow

I'm open hearted
No motifs, no metaphors
To keep me hiding
I'm unlocking all the doors
But if it has to go, just leave me some peace of mind
And I'll find my way in somehow

If I could I'd give it up but it's too much of a part of me
If I could I'd switch it up and live a way I don't have to bleed
But the moments we created are the tools that I use to breathe, oh
I'll find my way in somehow
I know I can work this out