HIDE

I drink to hide
I smoke to hide
You're what's killing me deep inside
And these pills don't help it's eating at my mind
You asked to play games I'll show you my life
I drink to hide
I smoke to hide
You're what's killing me deep inside
And these pills don't help it's eating at my mind
You asked to play games I'll show you my life
I'll show you my life
I'm hypnotized but I always see right through your lies
I showed you my heart it's not alive
Why keep going real ones are up in paradise
I'm in a dark place
And I can't escape
Lately I've been so afraid that I lay awake
You don't relate
I hyperventilate
And my emotions they escalate
And if I die today the bullets detonate just know I will wait til I explain
I'm on a subway up I irritate everyone I love I suffocate
Promise me when I die you'll have a holiday
There was no more blood to drain
This ain't a runaway I'm not insane
Please don't hesitate to visit my grave
I drink to hide
I smoke to hide
You're what's killing me deep inside
And these pills don't help it's eating at my mind
You asked to play games I'll show you my life
I drink to hide
I smoke to hide
You're what's killing me deep inside
And these pills don't help it's eating at my mind
You asked to play games I'll show you my life