Arsonist

I had this dream where I'm in a fire
While all my friends wait from the door
And I can't even tell you what that means
I don't even care about that shit anymore
I'd call after I thought myself to tears
You said you just got kicked out again
We joked that we just might kill ourselves
We'd laugh until that dissipates
But I caused this fire
I caused this with my own fears
Call me an arsonist 'cause
I've done this since I was a child
Alone in this burning house
In this house
I wake up in my bed
Wishing I was someone else
With debt-free parents and a trust fund
But I guess that makes life more boring
I just want to get through this morning
This morning
But I caused this fire
I caused this with my own fears
Call me an arsonist 'cause
I've done this since I was a child
Alone in this burning house
In this house