Deceptions

Listen, they dont live up to depceptioins they ceive, they dont live up to standards they setting for who gives a fuck to the person they seem? Call me a ghee, tell me they be there for me, then they switch up tippin cups to the enemies asking for him to be spilling the tea.
A 3.14 degrees, straight back to me,

Soon as you walked through door, smelling the rat on you more, seeing the paw and the prints that you leave on my floor, the thoughts i ignore when you wanted a score, i'm just wondering why we don't kick it no more. Think i know why, cause i denied, knowin the fact that my dealer aint dry, using me as your supply.
You live on the high, you live on the white, losing ya mental when everyone’s dry.
Then you deny, addictions on shit that you buy, craving all day (and all day and all day and all day) and all night (delay and fade out)

Gettin the feelin of being impatient, you get irritation the longer the time, live on a dime, move on to ice, as much as i cared brother i aint surprised, knew you’d get worse overtime, now its the feelings you feelin, the problems you deal with the anger expressed when you don’t get to sesh when you dont get a buzz or a hit in 6 seconds expecting the hits like a vine.
This is the life that you chose, hitting the drugs or you doin 10 toes, this is the issue stop making it mine, try living devine.

But im Living by the time of the day, little bit of stress, little bit of weight. I don’t need motherfuckers telling me they care for me, they there for me, cliche, cause i seen it before,
Thinking you’re a day one, now ya feeling up or down, yeah lost or found, yeah 50-50 feeling unsure.

Going back to the bad way, in a sad way, on a pathway, that you know would do you better , but you only going half way, now you going off track man it only adds weight, now your minds in a motherfucking deep bad state, waiting for the weekend, see you can’t wait. Taking your problems away, but the time comes quick when you struggle putting money on the table, money unstable, then you take the stress away, your poppin pills, a bottle unlabeled, even though you know the risk fatal, unable to have the self control, uninterpretable.

That's only to the ones who went more far than ganja lungs, and ganja blunts who hit me up like once a month, when i confront, cat got your tongue, silent
Then i see you getting to the strident, violence, sad to see you lose yourself aspirant, defiant, came a long way from the brightest days in the baddest of ways, to the saddest of days, and your getting to motherfuckin pipe nowadays, man im stuck in amaze. Yah

Yeah im done talking bout that fkn junkie, the dummys jumpin on the bed like a bunch of monkeys, they jumping to conclusions, they losin, they proving nothing, i can see through them they bluffing, telling me they love me when they judging, understandable,
They can have each other eating dicks like they're cannibals, im flammable to the ones that try to put the fire out, burning all the shit that they write about me, lie about, talking bout im a fake, man they say it when im not around, out of town, shit they never say aloud, hope they proud, listen out, probably here them hissing in the distance, knowing that they snaking when the faking be consistent. Persistant, like a virus tryna fuck a system, they tryna fuck my reputation for the recognition, they would never put themselves in my position, to hear my side, man what the fucks the difference?