Too Late

On that road again
I’m all Alone up on my own again
I want to see your name up on my phone again
The only thing left is a book, photos and recordings
Every morning, if I’m being honest
I’m always thinking bout the distance you be forcing
The calls that you ignoring, now I’m reminiscing bout the times that we be soaring
And I’m really sorry yeah

And I really mean it
Try hide the bad side but now you see it
Try live that sad lie I’m coming clean and
I never meant for it to hurt you and I promise that
Apologies to your mum because she made you
I only lied because I knew the truth would break you
But you found out anyways and now you using that
I’m still trying for your love but now I’m losing track

Watched you wait
Even though you had your own shit on your plate
Everytime that you would check on me I tend to hate
Complaining bout the shit on my shoulders I carry weight
Even though I never asked you made sure I ate
But I would unappreciate complaining bout the taste
I’m really sorry if I could I’d say it too your face
But now Im having to accept the fact that Its just too late

So if I mentioned those times when you would live with me
You would hop in the studio and sing with me
The inner child still within you we be watching Disney
See you crying from a TikTok and I’d call you silly
And then you’d chase me round the house until we dizzy
Even though I’m coming home that night you’d say you miss me
Every night was the same I felt it when you’d kiss me
But we were fighting on the frequent so I felt us drifting
I told you that I fucking hated it you wouldn’t listen
Had this shit up on my mind I’m in a shit position
On a mission
Tryna find out what the fuck I’m missing
Tryna figure out the best for us
I hated my decision
You were there for me when I almost went to prison
Even though I broke it off you never lost the vision
That we would make it in the end that we would have them kids and
I had to fuck it all up I know you had suspicions

One bad decision I fkn regret it
I tried living with the lie wanting to forget it
And that shit isn’t me, you know that I resent it
I was fucked up at the time mentally I said it
I understand that there were many ways I could prevent it
I was thinking with my dick it happened and I let it
I lied to you but I kinda felt instant regret and
I kept going even though I could’ve stopped and left it

So I wanna know
You say that you don’t love like that anymore
I’m so sorry that I didn’t seem to catch it all
Even though it’s obvious that you were giving me your all

I’m hating the fact now it’s too late
Cause you were trying so hard when I needed space
But now you’re moving on so easily I’m in a state
Of missing you and I'm surprised because I know you can’t relate
Even though I ended us I tried and tried for you
Cause I knew that you were missing me I cried for you
Even though I needed space I replied to you
I was dealing with the problems I put aside for you
I'm really sorry that I lied to you
Even though we weren’t together I feel I was cheating, side bitches
I wrecked the Bonnie and the Clyde picture
And I hate the fact that I couldn’t provide for you
I miss the rides with ya
I miss the vibes with ya
Now all I be getting is the memories and all these dried tears up
All on my face, I miss our place, Pisa way, now you’re telling me to move on cause it’s too late.