Future

[Verse 1]
How do you run my mind
Thinking of you all the time
Life’s been steady like a blur
Waiting on my fucking turn
For moments that i do regret
So look I do repent
For stupid shit i used to do
See now that cycles back to u
A fallen message through the clear cut heavens
How come that i’ve questioned
Learning lessons that would help me resurrect a few
Maybe we’ll see again
Until then hope to be your friend
But maybe cause i love you
Just letting go will just have to do
See there’s no need for all this sad songs
But they alleviate they pain u put me in how could i back off
Feel like i’m writing with this mask off
To certain critics i’m exquisite but to others i’m a bad song
I didn’t mean to turn my back god
I’m sorry but i learned today that saying sorry was as bad so maybe One day i will listen and can change my destined path but till that Day i hope to come across as half
Wish i could still talk to the friends I wish I had
Cause I’ve seen party after party on my phone that i was checking Hoping one day that id see you send a snap
Asking bout your favorite color?
Or a question bout your life cause I know lately you’ve been feeling kinda sad
Thing is lately i’ve been pondering the courage just to ask you a Simplistic fucking question that i have
I think maybe you can figure out my ass cause i’m just stupid for you