ON GOD???????

Motherfucker put it on god
You gotta decide
Is you gon live this life

I don't even know how ima die
Didn't get to page five
Lost focus crashed at the light

I'm doing my own thing
Tryna rearrange

Project hate when they see a man wanna change

Doing it over and over and over again

Balance gone in the change of the wind
Foot shifted into the gravel while I write with my pen
Start a fight in the break room inside of my head
I feel it coming yeah you know what The Weeknd said
They couldn't take it anymore so I don't talk instead
I shut my mouth make beats til my eyes turn red
If this a game board my piece is further ahead
If it's a trap oh shit yeah I guess we all dead

Hold up I'm just tryna raise the standard
It's hot in here you better avoid damage
All my childhood They didn't understand it
Crack jokes about Mariah to Nick cannon
Then wild out on stage, tell em what to do like Buchanan
Physcho path this keyboard got leverage
Firm grip on my soul dry up famine
You ever hate something
You just can't abandon
Loneliness is the best companion
Close my eyes for a second
I been searching for a purpose
Wake up
There's only so much I can manage
My priorities is fucked up got enough stuff scared let go never wanna see it vanish
It's the destiny I'm scared of that I was handed
It's the confidence my mama gave me when I was I conflicted by the damage

Long time coming
Had to take the high road
Skirt off make a wrong turn don't know where I'm headed
Pillow over my face suffocate
Visions of tomorrow dreaded
It's closer in the rear view mirror
Close your eyes
Don't open em for a couple seconds
Life changes over the blink of our eyes
We all die