Never Happened

Your face is strange
Looking rearranged like I’m in a bad dream
Wide awake, things I can’t erase, this is really happening
Had your trust, but I fucked it up and it’s all on me
Back for a second chance, if you give me a second

I’ve been cold, living life like it never happened
Lost inside, tongue tied to these lies

For someone you love, you’re doing it all wrong
I'm telling myself, don’t make it a problem
I’m carving a hole, so my heart don’t get trapped in
If you knew it all, we’d never happen

But I still want to get it right
(we never happened)
The truth is like a trigger pulled, bullets fly irreversible
When I picture your other life
(where we never happened)
It kills me just to think it through
You and him and what I’d lose

I’ve been cold, living life like it never happened
Why am I so tongue tied to these lies

For someone you love, you’re doing it all wrong
I'm telling myself, don’t make it a problem
I’m carving a hole, so my heart don’t get trapped in
If you knew it all , we’d never happen

What if we never happened? Damn it hurts to look backwards
Yes I know what you should have heard, and what you deserved, if I could hit reverse
What if we never happened? If I opened my mouth then
All our memories pulled away, it’s too much to take, see it all erased
What if we never
What if we never

For someone you love, you’re doing it all wrong
I'm telling myself, don’t make it a problem
I’m carving a hole, so my heart don’t get trapped in
If you knew it all, we’d never happen