Forever Ain't A Long Time

Close, the door
Again in my face
I know, that I'm
Something to be replaced
But when
You told you that you loved me we were fine
I can't remember when we crossed over that line
I wish that I could just melt away
And fall asleep and not wake up one day
Cause life without you isn't something I had thought
But then again I wish all that all these thoughts would rot
I just need a reason why you're gone
I never thought that I'd be moving on
We said forever now you're walking down the hall
I guess forever ain't a long time after all
I don't believe it when you say that nothing's wrong
It's not fair to me you know I'm not that strong
Ill pick myself up again afterwards the fall
I guess forever's not a long time after all
Don't wanna learn about her favorite blue
It's nothing to the yellow that was you
I'm fine to waste away here in the gray
I'd really have it no other way
I'd rather spend a lifetime feeling sad
Than force something that I know we could've had
But it was you who always saw for what it was
I guess I'll take my time to heal from all these cuts and
Give everything I have to the next one
When I always thought you were the last one
I guess you're just another lesson learned
You'll always be the bridge I never burned
I just need a reason why you're gone
I never thought that I'd be moving on
We said forever now you're walking down the hall
I guess forever ain't a long time after all
I don't believe it when you say that nothing's wrong
It's not fair to me you know I'm not that strong
Ill pick myself up again afterwards the fall
I guess forever's not a long time after all