Messages I Never Sent

New vibes its been different lately
My mind like a prison baby
In my head I can't escape me
Insane you say I'm crazy
I don't know its been different lately
My mind like a prison baby
In my head I can't escape me
Insane you say I'm crazy
Love got me paralyzed like I'm Joe or something
Your past tendencies always made a forthcoming
Digest all that info then I feel it in my stomach
Maybe my thoughts clumsy and I'm tripping over nothing
Somehow believing you only makes me feel dumber
Things ain't adding up it's mental math I'm crunching numbers
My logic went against my intuition all summer
You got me questioning love and you know I ain't a drummer
My mind playing tricks girl it's hard to tell what's real
Every weird act you do always coming with a speal
I bring it up you gaslight me like you sparked the grill
You gas light me so much I should send your ass a bill
You're either bad at truths or good at lies
I can't even tell I'll let you decide
I let down my guard and you knew my pride
Bad for my health this shit is suicide
New vibes its been different lately
My mind like a prison baby
In my head I can't escape me
Insane you say I'm crazy
I don't know its been different lately
My mind like a prison baby
In my head I can't escape me
Insane you say I'm crazy
This shit one sided got me feeling like I had a stroke
I'm Harvey Dent you had me looking crazy when I spoke
These dark nights I'm drinking brown just so I can cope
I hit your jack you don't respond this got to be a joke
Rereading messages like I don't know what the texts say
Your story got you getting drinks like you had the best day
Like Amazon prime you getting to me on the next day
Wonder if I even crossed your mind like Ash Wednesday
Bad at communicating like your phone got no reception
And that's that shit that gets under my skin like an infection
Have to cut you off to save myself for my protection
I'm trapped up in these mind games and all this shit inception
Losing myself trynna find you
Taking a toll I saw the signs too
Love don't cost a thing paid the fines too
It ain't worth my heart and my mind too
New vibes its been different lately
My mind like a prison baby
In my head I can't escape me
Insane you say I'm crazy
I don't know its been different lately
My mind like a prison baby
In my head I can't escape me
Insane you say I'm crazy