Disaster

Sit at my desk yo should I text her?
I don't know who the fuck we even are
Hands on my face all the calls transferred
I still miss her somebody please blow up my phone
Can't even eat memories captured
They laugh at me say "Look who has a broken heart"
Hair is a mess can't take a shower
'Cause I'm a living disaster living disaster
Oh when all the lights are fading
and all these thoughts won't go
My hands won't stop the quaking
'Cause I'm a living disaster
They say it's time to open a new chapter
I hide the shame behind all of my laughter
They don't even know what I am after
What comes after? Another disaster
Can't stop myself what the fuck is wrong with me?
Is that really the reason that she walked away?
My death can not come any faster
'Cause I'm a living disaster living disaster
I'm a living disaster oh
I started to sleep with my lights on
Stay up all night until the crack of dawn
To escape all of my hallucinations
I can't take it
I promise that I'll be okay
I got all her messages on replay
Now I'm stuck in my room all my colors fade to grey
And no one asked "Hey what's the matter?"
'Cause I'm a living disaster living disaster
They say it's time to open a new chapter
I hide the shame behind all of my laughter
They don't even know what I am after
What comes after? Another disaster
Can't stop myself what the fuck is wrong with me?
Is that really the reason that she walked away?
My death can not come any faster
'Cause I'm a living disaster living disaster
I'm a living disaster
Oh
'Cause I'm a living disaster
I'm a living disaster
I'm a living disaster
'Cause I'm a living disaster
I'm a living disaster
I'm a living
I'm a living disaster
They say it's time to open a new chapter
I hide the shame behind all of my laughter
They don't even know what I am after
What comes after? Another disaster
Can't stop myself what the fuck is wrong with me?
Is that really the reason that she walked away?
My death can not come any faster
'Cause I'm a living disaster