Hold On And Not Get

I can see it right now, but I can't even calm down
I can see right how things are
I couldn't get any clear, any clear ideas
Now I can think clearly these thoughts

You just come and hurt my feelings
Make me feel I was the problem
Turn my joy into the sorrow I face
You just destroyed the peace in me
And my hopes I really lost them
Made me feel like loving you was a race

I have been holding, and I can't get it
I have been holding but I'm not getting
No, I'm not getting your love

You made me feel sorry, and put the blame on me
For the failings now we know
Finally you said you don't love me
It's the best you have done for me
I'll be so much better off alone

You just come and hurt my feelings
Make me feel I was the problem
Turn my joy into the sorrow I face
You just destroyed the peace in me
And my hopes I really lost them
Made me feel like loving you was a race

I have been holding, and I can't get it
I have been holding but I'm not getting
No, I'm not getting your love

You wrecked this love, you fucked it up
Even the mistakes are clearer now
Let's no waste time, don't give a fuck
If you find

I have been holding, and I can't get it
I have been holding but I'm not getting
No, I'm not getting your love