No words needed
[Verse 1]
I should follow my own advice the way I always thought I would
Why after all that I've tried is it still not enough?
Seems there’s no path or end in sight
Now it's only me who stood me up
As past forgiveness assigns all the blame to myself
So then it's on self-sabotage
[Verse 2]
And it keeps on repeating to tear me down
Deep down I know I’m living life blindsighted, or only misguided
Covered it up by the habits we hardly ever talk about
I'll keep it with me now so that you maybe stick around
(But I'll never be a liar to you)
[Verse 3]
Set up a diary so you would know it's okay for us all to cry
And that you're never alone
You can let it all out this time
It's not alright
But I hope guitars haven't bored you yet
It's all been progress in their own right
I tried
I tried to divide myself from what I create, but we’re one and the same
Deja vu every time those words loop back around only to call your name
[Verse 4]
And deep down I’ll make up for lost love
Guess I did need my mom
I'm sorry
It’s all my fault
I wished for you more than you needed me
And now they're just empty screams, 'cause it's impossible to make you see
But can you please just let me breathe?
[Break]
(It will be over in time)
(It will be over in time)
(I hate that I’m writing another secret verse while you switched it up when you said it hurt)
(But, baby, it was your own call to tear me down)
(And yet I still can't let you drown)
[Verse 5]
Even in the epilogue I don't have it
Still looking for an answer when I know you don't have it (Let me drown)
Guess it's all still a process (Let me drown)
It's still gotta be progress (Oh, baby, won't you let me drown)
And even if I'm now more confused than whenever, it sucks that even still I can't give in (Let me drown)
It'd be better
I just don't have it in me (Let me drown)
No, I don't call this winning
I'll still have to struggle every day, but I'm hoping that that's okay (I thought I'd find you, but there's another guy around)
[Outro]
Though, feel like I'm gonna break
I can't keep up portraying a man that's been sculpted out for me
For now I know I'm dependent
Atleast I'm trying to change
Letters mean more to me than what you hear or see up on your screen
No words are needed when you'll feel it beat