hellbent

Every day has been a different altercation
Been finding solace and forgiveness in my life
So why the hell am I so hellbent on the same shit?
Do I not think lesser of me when the silence gets loud?
I'm kinda wishing you did the same

It's tiring pretending I can be a nobody for you
Still I'll scream for you until my lungs will tear out
Laser focus
Getting nauseous
It's all part of the process when your hurting is the center of the world that you've been creating
A one-man show's the biggest fan of it all
Just another hypnosis until you will notice that the audience are mirrors
Now I'm dizzy and alone on the dancefloor

Another run this year, an isolated opus
Oh, shut your mouth, it's just a diary
They're one and the same
But pour one up now for another dose of ego
I've sadly got an obsession with legacy which truthfully I'm scared will die with age
I'm sorry that's been all I could say

But it's tiring pretending I can be a nobody for you
Still I'll scream for you until my lungs will tear out
Laser focus
Getting nauseous
It's all part of the process when your hurting is the center of the world that you've been creating
A one-man show's the biggest fan of it all
Just another hypnosis until you will notice that the audience are mirrors
Now I'm dizzy and alone on the dancefloor
I'm down on the dancefloor
For now I'll make just what I can with the time you'll give 'fore withering away