that's on you!

Broken memories carry me deeper more than truths have ever done
I'm tremendously leaping over grass which could been greener
I could feel you up with just some soul for fun
So why won't you be here?

Nah, I can't lie to you, the cracks are showing
You funneling emotions got me higher than I wish I could do for me
I guess the truth lies deeper than I'm wishing to dig up

Solace creeping in a routine which is fleeting brought more pain since you had begun planting seeds
Committing to a plan which brings the new me
I'll live the life if it means we would be one
Ha, I can't make no excuses, no
I'll hypnotize it to a path which is confiding but comforting still one and the same
As a child it brought me kindness
Took advantage, gave me knowledge
Though, that truth just took it further from me
'Cause everyday I feel you here

And I can lie to me now that you've shown some artificial closure, gets me lower now self-love becomes insincere
I guess the truth lies deeper than I thought I should dig up

'Cause maybe I am dependent
I'm dependent on what's come and gone
And I will still have dreams about it, so past lives are always haunting, but can also make me feel I've won
'Cause I never let go
Oh, trust me, it's something I've tried to shake before
Even as a child I would hold on to the thoughts which broke the twine, but now the timeline corrodes my soul
I'm sorry I never let go
I'm sorry I never let go

But I know I always meant it
I always meant my love for you
This bit is not 'bout anyone, but everyone that still resides or settles down
I keep a place warm in case you show
It's all made up to fill your void
I guess this is the path I always chose
I'm sorry I never let go

I'm sorry I never let go
I'm sorry I never let go
I'm sorry I never let go
I wish that I could let it all go