Locked Out
I miss you
I try to text yo phone but I'm blocked now
Love you thru the distance
But so far I'm blocked out
Wanna lay and kiss on you in the room
But I'm locked out
Used to fuck and microdose on shrooms
After, knock out
One day you here, the next
You not that shit super crazy
Recover from pain from last year
I'm just tryna take it daily
Telling me to cum inside you
Surprised you ain't have my baby
Treat you like a gentleman
Had to watch what all I'm saying
Ready to leave and go back home but I hate I rushed it
So ready to leave and what I came back home to?
Nothing
Nigga I looked out for two years
We fell out over money
Thought I wanna rap but now I don't know if I really want it
Have you ever wanted to take yo life because you feeling lonely
Have you ever felt that pain in ya stomach
I ain't talking hungry
Eva call out for help but stop
Cuz they gon judge me
I can't even apologize for cuz these people hold grudges
I'm talking silent treatment
But I won't let no words break me
Ignored
That's how they treat me
So really what you saying?
Ion care how tuff you come off
Fighting demons make you crazy
Pardon me these nasty coughs
All these drugs I just take it
Please Lord come and save me, (They locked me out)
By the day I get more crazy, (They locked me out)
Build myself up but they gon break me, (They locked me out)
Fight myself I get high daily (They locked me out)
Throwing shade, yeen checking me
Better check yoself
Can't look me in eye when we talk
I lost all respect
Ain't tell me happy birthday last year
I still ain't heard it yet
By the vibes you giving off
Prolly wish that I was dead (but you my people tho)
But fuck that never again
I overcame and feeling blessed
Before I hit a 1000 views people said I'm next
My ex can't even knock me
Even she said I'm the best
Self made but disrespected not to mention I did it by myself
Please Lord come and save me, (They locked me out)
By the day I get a lil more crazy, (They locked me out)
Build myself up but they gon break me, (They locked me out)
Fighting myself so I get high daily (They locked me out)