Already Lost

[Verse 1]
In the course of all my history
I never once could solve this mystery
Feeling way ahead yet so behind
Maybe I'm just not the winning kind

[Verse 2]
If I could only seem to get it right
Living for the day, not awaiting night
Many days I wake without a cause
And I can feel that I've already lost

[Verse 3]
When I thought perhaps I'd find a love
And I'd be all that he was thinking of
In the time it took for me to fall
I realized that I'd already lost

[Chorus]
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh
I realized that I'd already lost

[Verse 4]
When I looked around at 25
And I wondered how I'd stayed alive
And my demons came to count their cost
They couldn't find what I'd already lost
They realized that I'd already lost

[Chorus]
Oh oh oh (Hey)
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh (Ooh)
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh (Hey)
Oh oh oh
I realized that I'd already lost
I realized that I'd already lost