Downward Spiral (Still Over Tha Rainbow)

[Intro]
Yeah I’m over tha rainbow
I’m still over tha rainbow

[Verse]
I miss watching TikToks with kiddo
Even if I don’t understand the joke (chi-ceah)
Being on the same page with C
That high energy is what I miss the most
We make a toast
I’m sippin’ an Angry Orchid
Shawty’s drinking a Smash
We’re in each other’s arm…
That stuff use to make us laugh
She’s taking a bath
She has that rock music playing (Uh)
I do my little dancey dance (Uh)
At night we make romance (Uh)
Just wish I had another chance (chi-ceah)
To have my family back again
I wouldn’t slack again
I wouldn’t have to pretend
I’m not so sprung and whip like it’s a sin
Can’t be a dragon 24/7
Can’t be so damn overprotective
But no man, woman, or child will disrespect my palace
Wait wait…
I wish I could speak to kiddo
“Hey, how you doing? How you been?
How’s school? You have a boyfriend?
Is he treating you right?”
You know I give you game
Do y’all hear the pain as I say this
I know they’ve move on
And it’s hard for me to face it
Replace it, I could never do that
Because I’ve already tried that (How?)
I was expecting a baby boy (Naw)
Yeah, I had a nervous Joy (What?)
But the DNA test came back 12 in the morning and the result said no
I’ve lost all hope
I walked this life alone but I’m not afraid to be alone
I just want to write my wrongs and once again have something to live for
Codeine with promethazine at night is how I cope
Normally I’d be out punching somebody
But instead I’m here in the studio
Reminiscing about the time
Still got our picture in my bracelet
Tattoo on my arm represents
You and kiddo, so much y’all meant
Being there, I couldn’t comprehend
I wish we could do it over again
I would take that 3 to 5 grand to the doctors so our family could be extend
Still with you, I wanna raise a kid
So maybe we’d both know what it’s like to mutually raise a kid (As a family)
Like my parents did me (As a family)
But no divorces over here (Naw)
I’m just trying to keep my thoughts clear
I’m really freestyling
I’ll walk 1000 miles and plus so I could see you
And kiddo again
Y’all really are a blessing
So what I’m a demon
Y’all two, I still choose to protect and
I’ll bring that tec in
Devil Jin no Tekken
This cough syrup I’ve taken, hol’ up mane

[Chorus]
Yeah I’m high, yeah I’m drunk
Yeah I’m really throwed right now
Way too gone but I’m in my zone
I continue to get blown
Yeah I’m lit, watch me rip
With chopsticks, I kill this
I get stupid, I go dumb, I go re re
I’m over tha rainbow
Yeah I’m over tha rainbow
A lil over tha rainbow
Man I can’t even lie dawg I’m still over tha rainbow
Yeah I’m over tha rainbow
A lil over tha rainbow
Man I can’t even lie dawg I’m still over tha rainbow