Deteriorate

So many days pass by
My minds still infested, with pictures of your smile
And I hope you feel alright
Lately the suns going down a lot faster
And I know it fucks with your head
And I think I loved you
It's why I'm scorching my lungs, tryna leave the world faster
It's why I'm collecting these scars, they'll continue to
Never thought that I'd
Deteriorate
And I'm withering away at the sound of your name
And it breaks me down
All my family and friends get to watch me deteriorate
You can't save me now
I'm infected with thoughts of my sorry ass dying to fate
Can't break my cell, you wished me well
Your living hell, it's suffocating
Showed you my true colors
And you hated every shade
And I think I loved you
It's why I'm scorching my lungs, tryna leave the world faster
It's why I'm collecting these scars, they'll continue to fester