When?

When's somebody gonna love me?
For what I am and what I'm not
Someone not so high above me
They can look me in the eye and see my heart
When's somebody gonna touch me?
And feel the weakness in my bones
Someone strong enough to hold me
But give me freedom, give me room to be alone
I came to the table
With all that I had left
I let it ride, I let it ride
And though my hand was weak I still had aces up my sleeves
I let it ride, I let it ride
I let it ride
When's somebody gonna notice?
And recognize the scars I hide
I'm lost at sea and I can't float this
Anymore, oh lord, my arms are tired
And I come to the table
With all that I have left
I let it ride, I let it ride
And though my hand is weak I still have aces up my sleeves
I let it ride, I let it ride
Cause I've been having a hard time
Tripping over myself
Head down and so afraid to need somebody else
I've been lost for a long time
I'm breaking out of this hell
Eyes wide and hoping for a new story to tell
A new hand to be dealt
A new lover to call my bluff
So when's somebody gonna love me?
Not a mother or a friend
When I'm no longer feeling lucky
They'll take my heart collateral and go all in
Cuz I come to the table
With all that I have left
I'll let it ride, I'll let it ride
And though my hand is weak I still got aces up my sleeves
I'll let it ride, I'll let it ride
I'll let it ride
Ooooh
I'll let it ride