Dreams Are

I'm exhausted
My Dreams let me tell you what the cost is
Hold off on the dubs you gone learn what a loss is
God can you carry me so tired of the walking
Man this path so long can we please do some talking
They love when they can bop they head deaf when your soul bled
Inner fight tryna see some light so I hold my head
Friends goin' hard hopping on planes going far
Moving here married there so much progress from they start
Can't lie l be feeling dumb all the time
I'm recording by myself not even guaranteed shine
Like is what I'm choosing really gone give me prime time
Man it's easy feeling jealous think I'm losing in my mind
Cause dreams are yelling by yourself in the car
And dreams are things you do today you do tomorrow
And dreams are seeing shit that's way too far
Gotta prove that shit to you they never see it how you saw
Cause dreams are yelling by yourself in the car
And dreams are things you do today you do tomorrow
And dreams are seeing shit that's way too far
Gotta prove that shit to you they never see it how you saw
But despite everything man you hear my voice
Cause no matter what I feel I always feel I got no choice
I push through even when I'm feeling blue turquoise
Even if nobody see it God you gifted me a voice
And I know it for a fact all these songs I'm holding back
When I record I speak on things I've never said before keep track
I write one word then another trying to give y'al that
Real feeling of being alive man I know you want it back
I'll explain just a bit how do I stop man I forget
Had this dream for so long am I wrong I'm so split
Am I who they gone pick do I stand or do I sit
My pain uniform tuck it in to make it fit
I be up all through the night
Still walking through my strife
You know That feeling you always get when you want more out of life
Do I wake up everyday and do what I feel is right
If I give up my dreams dark days and cloudy nights for sure
Cause dreams are yelling by yourself in the car
And dreams are things you do today you do tomorrow
And dreams are seeing shit that's way too far
Prove that shit to you my nigga they never see it how you saw
On this last verse ima share the blessing and the curse
Wake up everyday on the dot just so you rehearse
And some days you find some samples that might fill up a purse
And somedays you play it back and think your progress getting worse
You overthink start guessing if you really got it
Yeah you keep pushing but you feel no force come behind it
Is my best in the back not the front like midlife crisis always
Struggling wondering sitting in the silence with no guidance
Conversations barely even work
This is me when I be off I be feeling more than worse
Can some signs come closer need some reasons for my hurt
I put in so much crime hope the time make it work
Cause dreams are yelling by yourself in the car
And dreams are things you do today you do tomorrow
And dreams are seeing shit that's way too far
Gotta prove that shit to you my they never see it how you saw
Cause dreams are yelling by yourself in the car
And dreams are things you do today you do tomorrow
And dreams are seeing shit that's way too far
Prove that shit to you my nigga they never see it how you saw