Alone

I lost my friend some time ago and nobody pities me
I pushed him all away myself an insult to injury
This hell that I was born into the source of my misery
My heart was surely broken, bruised
Feel my lonely

Heart in my chest
Screaming I feel the distress
Bleeding I wish for the best, but I know that I never can rest
This life is a test and right now my life is a mess

And I wished somebody cared but nobody does
People see me shout into the void just hoping for love
Shedding my tears and succumb to the fear that I'll be dying alone
With nobody to call my own or call on my phone

I'm hollow in this zone, the truth I'm swallowing whole
Is the hole in my heart cannot be filled just by following goals
The silence is cold, its deafening, I keep on questioning
The reason I continue breathing this evening
Instead of leaving this Earth

Sometimes I just think that I'm cursed
My feelings just keep getting hurt
Is taking the chance even worth
The connection and friendship I'd gain
In this life full of pain...

I lost my love some time ago but nobody pities me
I pushed her all away myself an insult to injury
This hell that I was born into the source of my misery
My heart was surely broken, bruised
Feel my beating heart