Paraphrenia

I'm mixing pills
Take the hydro's
With the Lsd
I'm starting to wonder if she's really
In love with me
No scratch that am I really in love
With me
Another thing am I really okay being
My special spice when your
Not around
Sit on the
Deck
And stare at the ground
Watch all of the bugs
Just crawl around
Are they in my head
Or on the ground
Paraphrenia
Watch out what the doctors said
Cause I'm
Violent
Fucked up in my head
From a young
Age
Iv been seeing ghosts
Since I was 13
All this everclear got me
In a state
Contemplate
Everything I ever been told
I learned
And now I see it I'm just kinda
Old and
Burnt out
This months rent spent
On a cheap sheet
I'm a freak
Why I wanna trip
See the things I see
All of the things I do
To you
To me
All of the things I strive
To be
Well
Well I'm nothing
Can keep my head out of the pills
So fucked up
Every other weekend
I grind my teeth
Inna heat streak
Ain't slept right
Inna week
Its the Lsd
Break my bones out of anxiety
One two three four five
I'm high
Watch the devil
Walk right by
All my choices
Shit I lied
And tell you that I didn't get high
Tonight
I'm mixing pills
Take the hydro's
With the Lsd
I'm starting to wonder if she's really
In love with me
No scratch that am I really in love
With me
Another thing am I really okay being
Paraphrenia
Watch out what the doctors said
Cause I'm
Violent
Fucked up in my head
From a young
Age
Iv been seeing ghosts
Since I was thirteen
All this everclear got me
In a state
Contemplate
One two three four five
I'm high
Watch the devil
Walk right by
All my choices
Shit I lied
And tell you that I didn't get high
Tonight