All My Fault

I been hopped up and hopeless
I got no diagnosis
One day I might be coasting
Then I’m lost in the ocean
Baby make me your patient
Take me back like it’s day one
Dream of dumb conversations
High in somebody’s basement

Cigarettes in sunlight
Bad vibes that I liked
You were mine, do or die
I’ll be lost for a long time
And I try to stay okay
On my grind, so they say
Slow me down, run away
I’ll be lost for a long time

Everything’s all my fault
But I don’t mind
I’ll be alright
Yea yea yea
Maybe we’ll all get found
In the next life
Think I’ll be alright
Yea yea yea

And I’m about to lose it
Tried too hard to be perfect
Another day at the office
Is sometimes so fucking soulless
I ain’t too cold for cold blood
I’ll be your little robot
I’ll be all that you wanted
Then I’ll drink all the cold ones