What Even Is My True Self

What is my
What even is my true self
I just need outside help
I should really look inside
All i find is questions
Do not have my answers
What am I missing
But what is my elephant in the room
I don't feel no more I already told you
I don't see
You knew that too
Keep repeating the same psychic loops

Maybe I should emulate everyone around me
So I don't have to do it being me
Losing my present reality
Do I even love the music I'm making
I'm having thoughts in my-true to myself
Or do i try to please every human that resents me

Get all these questions they come in a system
AI gets better while I lose my vision
Some things in life i [?] accepted
I see your death raining on the horizon

What even is my true self
I just need outside help
I should really look inside
All i find is questions
Do not have my answers
What am i missing
But what is my elephant in the room
I don't feel no more i already told you
I don't see
You knew that too
Keep repeating the same psychic loops