Heavy

[Verse 1]
Wake up
Well I must be dreaming
I feel so strange
Bit deranged
I close my eyes
To feel the pain
And I ask why
Why?
So fast
You've withered away now
Skin and bones
Drifting on
Hard to believe
You'll soon be gone
And I'll ask why
Why?

[Chorus]
When's it gonna get better?
Every year seems darker than the last one
I feel numb
Floating in the sun
I really try and be happy
But everyone just brings me down
I'm so done
I feel numb
And resting on the ground
I'm all shook up
I'm all shook up
I'm all shook up
Too stunned to move
So much to lose
And I'll ask why
Why?

[Verse 2]
And I know
I know that you're afraid
But soon you'll be
Truly free
Your body here
Peacefully
And I'll ask why
Why?

[Chorus]
When's it gonna get better?
Every year seems darker than the last one
I feel numb
I'm floating in the sun
I really try and be happy
But everyone just brings me down
I'm so done
I feel numb
And resting on the ground
I'm all shook up
I'm all shook up
I'm all shook up
Too stunned to move
So much to lose
And I'll ask why
Why?